Bunny.

06.03.09

My soul mate left SLC for LA to pursue his band www.myspace.com/kidtheodore
I know he has to do it, but damn I hate that California is the place to go. I tried not to cry but the tears came. He said some really sweet things to me which made me love him even more and made it even harder to say good bye. I've been told to come with but, I just can't afford California. I have a car payment here, and the economy is so bad in Cali. and, I just don't know how to save money. I need to work on that.

Things are still stressful in the "best friends" categories. I am constantly walking on eggshells and I just feel unwelcome a majority of the time. I find myself not involved in conversations, jokes, or even really part of the hang out. Sometimes I think I should just stop trying to hang out, stop calling/texting, and wait till they are ready to be my friend again.