07.08.09

Things have been going pretty well lately in my life. I have been expanding my friends and meeting some amazing people. This past weekend was one of the best I have had all year long. The only thing to complain about is my closest friends being in relationships and me not. When I had a boyfriend they were all single and now I am once again the odd man out. I have met a few guys but sometimes I think I just tell myself I like them more as a friend just so it can be done. That is definitely not how I want to go about it. Time will get me there, I just need to learn more patience.

On a bad note, it turns out I have to take my practical exam for school through the state even though I took it through the school. That's another 87 dollars and then I will have to RENEW my barely received license in September. It's so fucking stupid and makes me not want to do it anymore.

On another good note, my little sister, Vanessa, is getting married August 13th. I saw her in her wedding gown for the first time a few weekends ago and she looked absolutely gorgeous. I am so happy for her!

I have been wanting to move out of my parents house too. I was talking to my cousin Lindsay and her bf Andy, whom I lived with back in 2006, but it just doesn't seem to be working. I did talk to Megan. Our friend Miranda is moving out of their house and she offered me the room. I think if I play my cards right and watch after my money spending better I could totally do it.

Hopefully, I can get my license, get another job and finally start my career. Growing up is so much work but I am kinda looking forward to it.