5.4.09
Life has been kind of crazy lately. Seeing Matt was one of the hardest things I have done since we broke up. I am glad it happened.
A few friends, that I considered best friends, aren't on the same page in life as I am. Since Matt and I broke up I have gone through some rough, crazy, wild stints. I can't really apologize for it because things just happen sometimes. I've been going out a lot more then I did and par taking in drinking a lot more but a majority of my friends do this as well. We all party too much. I think a lot of us are scared to actually grow up. I know I am. However, I finally went and paid for license in Aesthetics. It should be arriving in a few weeks in the mail. I am pretty happy with myself that I finally took that step into adult hood. This past week has really showed me who my true friends are. Who can stick through the really thin and the really fucking thick. I don't have a best friend that is just mine but, I can say that Lyuba is the one person I can and do confide too when ever something is going on. She helps me keep my head on my shoulders.
Cinco De Mayo is tomorrow. I am really stoked. This is the holiday I look forward to celebrating with Lyuba, Elina, Shannon and Amy. Things are looking up.
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